My Self-Summary
Self summary? Uhhh...where to begin.

I am a 3rd grade teacher, singer, photographer, baseball fan, and rollar coaster junkie. I come alive when outside, especially when near water. I long for adventure but also enjoy spending time relaxing at home. Cooking is something I have fun doing, whether its following a recipe or creating my own. I have created seven recipes so far. It may not be enough for a whole cookbook, but hey, its a start.

Music is a passion of mine-both listening and performing. I may be small (5'1 to be exact) but I have a big voice. As for instruments, I taught myself how to play the piano. I am currently attempting to learn how to play the guitar...the key word being attempting.

The type of guy I am looking for is someone who I can have a good time with. Likes road trips, rollar coasters, cooking, animals, adventure, movies, music, and laughing. Also is a romantic at heart, a gentleman, kind, respectful, great sense of humor, caring, and confident.

P.S. I am a sucker for singers, guitar players, baseball fans, and guys who can cook.

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What I’m doing with my life
Doing what I can to make every day count. This summer alone I have gotten my passport, traveled around England and France, spent a day at the beach (my favorite place to be), and went skydiving. One thing you will learn about me is I won't allow fear to stop from doing something I long to do.
As for a job, I teach 3rd grade. On the side, I teach kids how to sing.
Eventually, I would like to sing professionally. Anyone want to start a band?

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I’m really good at
Stuff that I have already done.

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The first things people usually notice about me
My eyes change color--blue, green, gray, gold (but then again, my eyes were dilated.

Naturally rosey cheeks.

Last but not least my height. Well, I guess that would depend. I am short (5'1) so if I am in a crowd of tall people, I would probably go unnoticed.

Feel free to share what you notice.

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My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Four favorite books that come to mind are Austenland, The Ultimate Gift, 10,000 Lovers, Persuassion by Jane Austen, Match Me if You Can (gotta love the romance novels), The Wishing of Biddy Malone, The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles, and Mrs. Piggle-Wiggle.

Favorite movies: Roman Holiday, Dan in Real Life, Persuassion, Monsters Inc, Lost in Austen, Dirty Dancing, and Singing in the Rain.

Music: Anything I can sing along with. I listen to mostly country (Sugarland, Rascal Flatts, Lady Antebellum, Brad Paisley...just to name a few). I also enjoy Ray LaMontainge and Eva Cassidy, classic jazz (Frank Sinatra, Billie Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald, Josephine Baker) and classical.

Food: I love to cook. I am actually working on writing my own cook book. When going out I enjoy Chinese, Lebanese, sushi, American. Baskin Robins Chocolate chip is my favorite flavor of ice cream. Always willing to try new things. I was told African food was really good.

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The six things I could never do without
family, friends, laughter, new experiences, music to sing along with and dance to, and my camera,

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I spend a lot of time thinking about
how much I would love to be sitting on beach right now.

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On a typical Friday night I am
Doing anything from hanging out with friends to relaxing at home. I am up for anything.

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The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I laugh in my sleep. Sometimes I even wake myself still laughing.

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no if's. Just do it already.

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anna- so hey im just driving down davis ford for a lil if u want to call after lol
me- you should wait at home
me- i don't know how long it will be
anna- yea its cool ill do that then sorry
anna- i don't want to go home first just cuz it can be hard to get back out. i have strict and nosey parents
me- don't be sorry. just don't want to leave you hanging
anna- well thanks! :)

anna: hey did you want to smoke afterwards? im jus trying to figure out if i need to say ill be getting gas or coffee haha
me: We could smoke later tonight. Hafta keep this fast
Anna: oh thats right u have stuff due!

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Anna: Thanks! lol
me: Got ur back girl
Anna: ur a lifesaver :)

Anna: someone is creepily calling me from a restricted number
me: everything okay?
anna: yea its fine. thats just weird
me: let me know
me: ya know if it gets really creepy or anything
anna: thanks :)

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Middle Eastern, White

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No

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Rarely

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Never

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Atheism and somewhat serious about it

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Gemini and it’s fun to think about

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i'm skeptical of dating sites and kind of suck at relating to strangers in a way that doesn't feel forced or fake. i just like creeping on other people's profiles. WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH THAT?

i like astrology and feminism and drinking out of crazy straws.

i like other things, too, and maybe you will get to learn about them.

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going to school to major in sociology to not make any money in any of my chosen career paths. but it's okay. i'm gonna do it for the kids. i like helping kids. they are innocent and pure and they make me happy. i want to help teenagers, too, even though i kind of hate them. :/

basically, i'm either going to end up counseling or teaching. i'm fine with either as long as i'm helping people, especially the youths! the children are our future and all that jazz.

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not knowing what i'm good at.

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um. they mostly just try to guess where i'm from. i've gotten a wide-range of guesses over the years.

for the record, i am half-persian. so, please stop speaking at me in spanish!

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i'm currently reading 'the road less traveled,' (and various other books of the self-help kind) in order to better myself and my life. it's kind of my current goal. idk if it's working, but i'm not giving up.

i generally like books and reading, but i've only read 2 books this year, so far. they were 'election' by tom perrotta and 'towelhead' by alicia erian.

i like movies that are cheesy and/or involve lesbians.

i listen to way too much regina spektor and rachael yamagata. i am also a girl of the 90s and am apt to sing lyrics to spice girls songs at any given moment.

the best tv show in the world is lost. it's just a fact.

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diet coke (regular tastes like poopy shit, don't even get me started).
my alarm clock (i like to sleep late).
gummy worms.
having a BFF.
air conditioning/fans/etc (i like to be cold).
youtube.

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i don't know. i do whatever!

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you are kind of a nerd.
you are an aquarius or libra (idk, i am a gemini and apparently we're compatible!).
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you want to.
you fit none of the aforementioned descriptions but are just a cool, interesting person who wants to talk.

you should absolutely not message me if you are a creepy i'm-outside-of-your-window stalker. or a creepy person in general. i don't mean to discriminate, but you know how it is.

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Summer has been crazy so far. I've experienced a series of personal revolutions that can only be descibed by saying the following: My personal health is on a par that I have never known before. My afternoons have been filled with workouts. My evenings have been capped off by beauty regiments, pedicures, and so on. My weekends and seldom weeknights have been occupied by my sole responsibiliy of officiating baseball games.


I believe everything I have done this summer has been absolutely necessary in the overall scheme of life, however, I do not have a single responsibility until January of this year. I need to make a plan for the Fall semester as soon as physically possible. I have considered going to Amsterdam for an archaeology program, or Italy for excavations. It would be nice to move through Europe rather freeley. To make choices. To be a traveller, and not a tourist.

This Summer has tought me some important lessons. In dealing with Rosie, and seeing Megan again. In my failed attempts at Romance. In my degree of mastery over my body in creating muscle.

The next phase consists of a more lean diet where portion sizes are dramatically reduced. One that features more cardio and less bulking. Less eating. More focus on weight loss.

I want to find a new job and plan the next semester. What do I want to do?

I would like to go to Amsterdam for a period of time. I would like to secure a good job: possibly in D.C.


I also think I am going to take an acting class.

We meet so long ago I cannot remember,
I was but a babe,
You embraced me tight, held on,
Your influence is written all over my face.

Fond, lasting memories come into view around 5 or 6.
Fondest of all are from the holidays,
Boy could you put out a spread fit for royalty,
Every I dotted, and T crossed, every cake perfect.

As the memory of your noble beauty floats into my mind,
I melt.
You were cut from cloth old fashioned,
And you were one of a kind to no small degree.

I loved your fire cracker passion on subjects that passioned you,
You were never afraid to confront any cold hard reality,
And you fought so hard to give us another day.
I will always cherish the last time I held you in my arms,
I did not want to let go, and I still don�t,
You have always given me strength,
And you will always continue to give me strength.

And I cannot thank you enough for your love to my Granddaddy, your man, my idol,
You were his match made in heaven,
You will always be his true love.
I say this not because he has told me this,
I say this because it was written on both of your faces every time you looked into each others loving eyes.
That rare love, lasting 72 inspiring beauteous years,
Words cannot describe what that is, your love does.

And you were always so nice to everyone,
You made people happy with just your soothing sweet southern voice,
A voice that I will always hear,
And when you bartered �penny for your thoughts�,
I told.
I told honestly.
And you listened, not to be courteous, but out of curiosity.

And you were such a curious one,
Always observing, processing.
Ever wonder why I got into philosophy, I don�t, I know,
You have been a guiding light, a beacon, a symbol.

You know I always wondered why you didn�t want to be photographed.
Such a classic beauty.
But I think I understand now,
I do, and I don�t, but I do.

And that bring me to your mystery,
That sense that so much was going on inside, wheels turning,
And not in a plotting way, like so many,
But in a way of innocence.
What I wouldn�t give to accept your penny today.

I cant stop thinking your name,
But I'm sick of your games...
The clock ticks the time away...
My body drains of emotion...
Things can never be the same...
I know I am to blame...
With my walls and distance barriers...
I don't try to hurt you...
Yet I do.
I cannot deal with your pain
Simply because I am to blame...
Who cares what I lose?
I don't know why I cannot choose you...
I cant stop thinking our name...
But I'm sick of my games...
Nothing feels the same...
We both know who's to blame...

You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.

It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there, longer there.

You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had...

I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.

hi, i'm megan and i'm pretty unimpressive.

i'm a contradicting mix of cynicism and idealism. while skeptical, i'm aware that people fuck up. i give second chances, when they're deserved. i look at the world and see shit, and yet i still think that maybe it could get better. and i'll live my life doing what i can to work towards that. naive? maybe. but what's life without hope? i guess this lends to my liberalism. i'm opinionated, but not an asshole. i discuss, i don't shove ideas down your throat. i expect the same from people.

i appreciate the small things. like fresh air and good company.

i'm not religious and don't think i ever will be. to me, organized religion is a crutch. something to make life make sense, when nothing else does. i respect people who think for themselves, whether they are religious or not. having said this, i love studying religion. i find the stories and culture rich and meaningful. i'm baffled by the bad things that come from religious motivations, and inspired by the good.

i don't like being late, being tailgated, or being tickled. tickle me, and i cannot be held responsible for my actions. tailgate me, and i might happen to slam on my brakes for that elderly pedestrian you didn't see. make me late, and i'll probably forgive you. but geeeezz.

my pet peeves include dirty fingernails, wobbly tables, slow drivers in the fast lane, flakes, being told to calm down when i'm perfectly calm, and people who try too hard.

i'm a little offbeat. i have a squeaky yawn, an unusual attachment to my pillow, a habit of playing with my ear lobes, and other odd habits that i can't shake.

while i don't have any real hobbies, i enjoy scrabble, scattergories, and other various games of that nature, postsecret.com, making mixed CDs, guitar hero, sewing randoms things like pillowcases and button decorated purses, making hemp jewelry, collecting bottles, and painting my nails. i'm a music fiend, particularly music of the indie pop/acoustic persuasion. i have an acoustic guitar that i don't know how to play, but hopefully one day i'll fix that. and if not, i hope to acquire some musical talent other than my shower ballads. maybe i'll learn to play the kazoo, tambourine, or something equally nifty.

i don't scare easily, but the burger king guy really freaks me out. him and waterslides. not a fan. it's also pretty hard to offend me. while i wouldn't consider myself vulgar, i find that profanity adds emphasis and a little jazz to my rantings.

What I’m doing with my life
let's see. as of now, i'm going to community college. pretty exciting, huh? no, but really, it's not that bad. i started going to the college of william and mary when i graduated high school, but it just wasn't what i made it out to be. so i took some time off. decided i'd save some money by going to community college, and now here i am. soon enough i'll be transferring to [insert college here].

as for majors, my interests range from religion, to sociology, to anthropology. we'll see where that gets me. i'll probably end up doing some teaching. hopefully some non-profit work?

in addition to being a full time student, i'm a nanny/research assistant for one of my professors. while sometimes i get stuck writing lectures and grading papers, it's probably the most rewarding job i've ever had. and this summer i'll actually get to help teach a women's studies class at the community college i attend.

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I’m really good at
being on time.
procrastinating.
working random movie quotes into everyday conversation.
school.
worrying.
completely butchering anything profound i was about to say.
singing along to whatever song happens to be on in my car.
caring.
making indietastic mixes.

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The first thing(s) people usually notice about me
i'm a little quiet when i first meet people. not in a bitchy, pretentious way, but just a little reserved and soft spoken. i'm not the type to strike up conversations with strangers, but if spoken to, i'll glady talk back. once i get comfortable with people, i open up a lot. so, try me.

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My favorite books, movies, music, and food
music: margot and the nuclear so & so's, bright eyes, aquabatics, joni mitchell, the decemberists, bob dylan, pinback, g love, straylight run, eric clapton, the unicorns, the clash, broken social scene, billie holiday, say anything, rufus wainwright, camera obscura, radiohead, rainer maria, pedro the lion, the kooks, dispatch, eisley, tegan and sara, janis joplin, jewel, the honorary title, ben kweller, architecture in helsinki, regina spektor, tom petty, circa survive, jolie holland, ben lee, the beatles, stars, the eagles, i can make a mess like nobody's business, alexi murdoch, nada surf, julia nunes, mates of state, the kooks, fiona apple, sublime, coldplay, copeland, frank sinatra, counting crows, cursive, the faint, built to spill, damien rice, the cranberries, death cab for cutie, the format, ingrid michaelson, iron and wine, the postal service, kimya dawson, the thrills, john mayer, guster, interpol, jeremy enigk, the moldy peaches, hot chip, keller williams, lily allen, lovedrug, joseph arthur, belle and sebastian, ray lamontagne, rilo kiley, the smashing pumpkins, stephen malkmus, pavement, yeah yeah yeahs, wilco, elliott smith, jenny lewis, feist, beth orton, pretty girls make graves, at the drive in, cat power, the blow, kevin devine, devendra banhart, band of horses, sufjan stevens, the arcade fire, minus the bear, atmosphere, azure ray, bad brains, badly drawn boy, gregory and the hawk, the islands, lykke li, jaymay, bon iver, the avett brothers, hot hot heat, paramore, journey, etc.

movies: superbad, grandma's boy, pay it forward, american history x, the united states of leland, super troopers, science of sleep, stranger than fiction, full metal jacket, dazed and confused, children of men, ten things i hate about you, bowling for columbine, american beauty, v for vendetta, empire records, high fidelity, fight club, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, garden state, amelie, little miss sunshine, i heart huckabees, the squid and the whale, juno, breakfast club, anchorman, me you and everyone we know, team america, saved!, jesus camp, laramie project, paper clips, powder, the village, the family stone, across the universe, feast of love, the darjeeling limited, charlie bartlett, the other boleyn girl, fear and loathing, pineapple express, scream, carrie, nightmare on elm street, nick and norah's infinite playlist, role models, water, watchmen, zack and miri, milk, choke, religulous, happy go lucky, etc.

books: no one belongs here more than you, possible side effects, lullaby, the delivery man, 1984, dry, the power and the glory, a prayer for owen meany, running with scissors, odd thomas, the perks of being a wallflower, the kite runner, a heartbreaking work of staggering genius. anything written by augusten burroughs or chuck palahniuk.

food: most asian food. vietnamese, chinese, indian, japanese, thai. i love it all. spinach and mushroom, white, greek or ranch pizza. chicken marsala. string cheese. pineapple tango. broccoli. asparagus. zucchini. rice of all sorts. quiznos. i'm not that picky, but if you ever offered me lima beans or meatloaf, i'd have to pass.

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The six things I could never do without
friends/family. music. a good hoodie. cell phone. my pillow. my piece of crap honda.

spend a lot of time thinking about
where my life is going. music. everyday interactions and events. improving myself. why norah decided to eat a blue crayon. you know, the usual.

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On a typical Friday night I am
doing something with my friends. it varies, i'm not much of a planner.

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The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
i have anxiety about driving in unfamiliar places/getting lost and can be unbelievably indecisive at times.

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You should message me if
we have anything in common. i'm up for talking with anyone, as long as you're not a complete idiot, asshole, or creep.

many taurus view emotion as a sign of weakness, and weakness is something that many of us have a hard time dealing with especially when it is personal.

myself, and other taurus I know are able to do this so well by focusing on other things, for example, some are really annoying just so they dont give away what they are really feeling, some are jokers, some are philosophers, some are pretty quiet. taurus are really stubborn, so they can stubbornly force themselves to not display emotion.
personally i tend to be very quiet so I don't give anything away. when my dad passed away i didn't cry or even think about it at all for any reason for an entire year. there was the point though when it did hit me, and i was able to deal with it.

its not that we're emotionless rocks though. when i'm around good friends (my best friend is a cancer, she gets me into my emotional side) i am able to 'open the bottle' and let things out. many taurus that i know are actually very empathetic and emotional on the inside, but they dont display it often and get a bad rap for their stubborn, unemotional exterior.

i'm not sure if this is true for other taurus but for me at least, i often do have emotional and empathetic feelings but i have a hard time putting them into words. this is another reason why i appear to not have any emotion, just because i am unsure of how to portray it.

it takes a lot for us to show a lot of emotion, but every once in awhile, when things get too be to much to deal with we will break down, and have emotion basically falling out our ears. it takes a lot to get to this point though.

of course, how much emotion a taurus shows is also dependent on what else they have in their chart.


A TAURUS tendency can sometimes be silence when it might be best to say something and not allow smoldering resentment to creep in. This is one of the zodiacal signs known to hold a grudge, along with CANCER, ruled by the MOON. Silence can be golden, but not always. The can also be shyness in expressing feelings and emotions for fear of rejection or reprisal.

Taurus is a dreamer; gets infatuated before a real love story begins. When it happens, he needs some time to wake up, to open his mind to the reality, to another person. Then he is ready for real love.

Love horoscope Taurus mentions that even being at a mature age, he is cautious about starting a new romance. His passion grows steadily and slowly, but when his feelings awaken, he becomes the most passionate sign of the Zodiac, never going back on his choice.

For Taurus feelings and wishes is the same thing. His passion is deep and overwhelming; he keeps on going till the end, no matter how bitter this end can be. Taurus can’t be stopped in his pursuit towards love neither by criticism, nor by inconveniences or obstacles of any type. Love horoscope Taurus highlights the importance of this sphere for this sign, usually very practical and rational.

Sensitiveness of Taurus is something more than simple sexual desire, it may be seen in everything that concerns love relations: clothes, expression of the face, perfume and tone of the voice. Love of Taurus has a touching intimacy and isolation of a deserted island in sun shine and a charming mysticism of a dark warm cave. His love is tender, not complicated by anything and can last for a long time.

For him, love is not a highly technical affair, as it is for some others, but a direct encounter of feelings between two people. The Taurus lover generally doesn't like to put up with a lot of extra frilly stuff or unnecessary talk. He is quite frank in his expression of affection, and he needs a partner who does not intellectualize love too much but encourages him to manifest it directly in a manner that they both understand without words.

His regular sexual drive needs consistent outlets to keep in balance, therefor he is best off with a regular partner. Too long a delay without actual sexual expression tends to bottle up his feelings, making it difficult to express them naturally when the time comes.

The Taurus lover is solid, dependable, and sensual. Ruled by Venus, the goddess of love, the Taurus lover revels in being surrounded with physical pleasures, physical comforts, and physical expressions of affection. The relationship of Taurus and love can be summed up like this: Don't just tell him that you love him, buy him a luxurious gift, pamper him, hug him, kiss him, massage him, and while you're at it, could you feed him a delicious tasty meal?

Deep inside is a smoldering lover waiting for the right cues. The Bull wants and needs to be safe and pampered, but will flourish if a lover can convince them to take a risk. When they do, watch out! The Bull can also be very focused in affairs of the heart, the risk being that possessiveness may step in. Consequently, monogamy with a certain degree of autonomy

Taurus is not attracted easily, and even when they are, they move towards the person they desire with extreme caution. Taurus will look at the person they desire, they will analize their positives and their faults, then they will decide if to move forward.

Taurus likes a slow courtship, and tend to react in a negative way when things are rushed.

Taurus generally like the other person to make the first move, but after that, they like to take the lead.

Taurus like open and honest dialogue in the relationship, and view lies as a big turn off.

Taurus also are slow to show their emotions, even when the other partner so openly declares theirs. Yet, once committed, Taurus will show forth the most intense love imaginable.
Taurus has a strict code of ethics how a relationship should be conducted also. Taurus will usually be totally faithfull in the relationship, sometimes to the point of extreme. As such, they will expect the same from their partner.

Taurus also expect that the person they love will also become their best friend in life. Taurus will also expect to be boss in the relationship.

never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
all these voices
I hear in my mind
all these words
I hear in mind
all this music
and it breaks my heart...

suppose I never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose I never ever let you
kiss me so sweet and so soft
suppose I never ever saw you
suppose you never ever called
suppose I kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall

just to break my fall...

all my friends say
that of course it's
gonna get better...



I think it's about her resisting love but falling in love anyway.

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would

That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do
To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will


When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And It's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news

I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the loneliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "C'MERE!"

And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news

And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news

'Cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me - like you

'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes

There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
then touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing
I get lonely too

And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news

That you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
I like you

Of all the possible milieus in which to mingle, Taurus Woman is most in her element in bed - unabashedly lusty and instinctual, her sexuality is unencumbered by psychological bells and whistles. As the sign of sexual response, Taurus is an exceedingly reactive recipient in the bedroom- though generally not in any other room in the house as she likes sex in a sanctified boudoir setting- getting off on playing a traditional female role, particulary in her choice of sexual position. She is decidedly a real bottom girl, of all the female signs, the most strictly passive. Hungrily, and most audibly, she invites a man into whichever nook and cranny achingly begs for penetration. In her exaggerated penchant to please a man orally, one might suspect she has an extra G spot lodged somewhere in that Taurean ruled throat. Taurus takes the exploration of her femininity to near fetishistic heights, organically falling into role-plays as striptease artist, geisha, or even expert call girl, without any forethought or shade of irony. Sex isn't something to engage in lightly or to participate in slightly - for Taurus it requires complete surrender, which in turn culminates in a kind of transcendent ecstatic state. She craves a slow, sensual, systematic detailing of her entire being, the bulk of her sexual excitement stemming from utter acquiescence to a man's exploration and domination of her, executed sweetly but deeply. Money, looks, sense of humor- all such other bulleted points on her checklist go right out the window if her man lacks in the lovemaking department. If Taurus does enter a relationship with, say, that aforementioned childhood sweetheart, she may have nothing to compare her guy to, gaining an ever sneaking suspicion that she's missing out on something.

Straight turn-ons: Tall men, swimmers builds, smooth torsos, clean-shaven looks, hairy legs, executives, silk, satin lingerie, sheets, blue eyes, big noses, (active) oral, sixty-nine, submission, lite b+d, erotica, softcore porn, muscular hands, feet, flattery, (passive) seduction, nibbling, licking, pillow talk, gifts, surprises, (passive) anal sex, money, success, call girl role-play, m-m-f fantasies, seduction, stripping

Taurus and Aquarius will learn more about themselves in a relationship. Aquarius plays nurturer to Taurus' inner child, helping the bull get established. Taurus brings out Aquarius' take-charge side. Taurus will find Aquarius independence very attractive. Aquarius will be similarly attracted to Taurus' sensuality. This is a highly rewarding combination that has both long and short term potential. Before they know it, they could fall madly in love.

Both signs are bossy and stubborn types but are extremely loyal. Both look for stability and strive to establish themselves firmly in the world. Both rebel against unfairness, though Aquarius will try to invent a whole new game, while Taurus will try to change the system from within. Aquarius is usually detached and Taurus is usually ultra-committed. Both are unconventional types of people however, to make this work, their need’s to be a lot of understanding. Both Taurus and Aquarius are set in their ways. Well, actually the Aquarius just believes that he/she is right in every situation and also has no faults, (that is their opinion may I add), whereas the Taurus DOES have the capacity to change a little, but probably won’t. What’s the word I’m looking for? oh that’s it, they are both annoyingly STUBBORN!!!


Aquarians tend to be entrancing, exciting and unpredictable, yet somehow strangely detached from their surroundings. They are one of the zodiac's most eccentric personalities. They are seekers of the new, unusual, and challenging which leads them in many directions. The major attribute of Taurus is constancy. They are generally very possesive of their parneters. Aquarius will admire the strength of Taurus and Taurus will like the ease with which Aquarius deals with others, however, sometimes the uncatchable Aquarius sets off jealousy for the Bull. The two must understand that Aquarius is one beat removed, even from intimates, and this sometimes creates an intolerable gap for the possessive Taurus. Conflicts can arise if Taurus seems too needy or Aquarius seems too cold and aloof. When Taurus gets angry they tend to charge like the Bulls that they are; when Aquarius feels pressure, they tend to pull away, using an aloof demeanor to put space between themselves and their 'tormentor.' This can make Taurus push even harder, causing Aquarius to pull further away ... and so on.

Taurus possesses a terrible temper which is liable to erupt into fury with surprisingly little provocation and Aquarius, who regards logic as the only reason for being, will find this simply irrational. Both can go from chill to explosive quickly--watch out! When either takes a strong position, because they'll defend it 'til the end. This is because Taurus and Aquarius are both Fixed Signs. It works both ways: Together they share a strong will. If they have a plan, they stay with it. If both value their relationship, their connection will be rock solid. If they have differing ideas, though, they may find themselves in constant conflict. Taurus won't change their mind because they see it as a collapse of their control and natural character, and Aquarius may see Taurus as being too inflexible. If they realize that cooperating is more productive than butting heads.

my heart beats at the base of my throat...
the question dances on the tip of my tongue...
i want you to need me...
need you to love me...
hope that you'll hold me...
but fear that you'll leave me...

i hold back with each kiss and every caress...
knowing you'll surely go...
hold back from the heartache...
because knowing there are others
shatters my soul...

the question is lingering between us,
my heart aches to ask it,
but my brain fears the answer...
i think too much...
i shouldn't care...
but i know the answer...
know i am just counting the days until you say
goodbye...
if i even get that much...

so i will sit and wait...
hold back my question...
not plead with you...
not need you...
not show you i am desperate for you to wrap your arms around me
and be calm,
be quiet...
be happy...
with me...
or without me...

RosieTHErivitr (9:35:49 PM): the biggest thing i feel at this moment is regret
RosieTHErivitr (9:35:55 PM): the next thing i feel is low
RosieTHErivitr (9:36:09 PM): and i feel stupid...but not because i did it...because i KNEW it was wrong and still did it
RosieTHErivitr (9:36:42 PM): another thing i feel is tormented...because im really beginning to see that no matter how long it takes me to get over this, it'll take you longer...if you ever do

The reasons Im alone I know by heart, but I dont wanna spend forever in the dark. I swear next time Ill hang on for dear
life. If love ever gives me another try....

Spiritual Development:

Spiritual development takes place when you take yourself less seriously and express your innerchild more freely

try to be more optimistic and playful



Also,
Recommit to fitness
Dietary needs- no meats- lighter foods- grains

I cannot sleep, or rest
My body aches
If every word in this book longs for one,
How could there be another?

This fire is far too bright for the hearts of others
Their bodies cannot support the weight of my passion
These motions belong to us
They are for you

There is so much to think about

And so much feeling

a realm, all-encompassing.

so many experiences to have and ponder

Emanating lights. Burning. Incandescent.

What does your soul look like?